In all His beauty, the Good Lord helped to transgress beyond the traditional boundaries of my conventional life. He has been a wonderfully faithful Lord, who I can rely on entirely.
The decisions and steps we take relying on our perceptions, images and experiences are like edge computing- minimal resource and so, very distorted, lopsided, without clarity and very shortsighted. But the decisions God make for us are very farsighted, with a very clear vision etc -all it needs of us is complete submission and surrender to the wonderful Father in Heaven. I have realized this in all circumstances that He has led me beautifully and has taken me to places (in space and time) beyond my comprehension.
Trust in Him and surrender - that's the only way forward!
'My thoughts are not your thoughts'
Love the life He bestowed and surrender!