Rotten baggage

Too much of remorse for too many people for no physically real reason- reasons like they talk to them, but not me. I feel like a baggage of rubbish potatoes. It stenches and it's so heavy to carry the baggage all around. I need a break from this bondage of insecurity and wanting to win people. Want to love myself more, feel contented and forgive people regardless. If only forgiving can come easy....