I had slogged for the AMD, the way it was snatched away from me wasn't by any means justified. That doesn't mean I stick on to it for no end, and lose my peace over it.
I had recruited that guy, went out of the way to recruit. He backstabbed. That doesn't mean I stick on to it for no end, and lose my peace over it.
Today, I was told that there was a new recruit working on Online learning. And I was curious. When I checked on, came to know it was on the AMD, by him. It didn't affect me. I just observed, without brooding over it. That is good for me. Thankful for the ability to hold unaffected.
I surprised myself telling, "If the God he believes in really exists, He should show him a strong lesson. That will give me faith in God. And if God loses sensitive people, it is HIS loss :)". "End of the day, everybody "HAS" to die. Anniki what one has achieved is of no primary importance. What one has published is of no significance. But, the number of people who will carry your legacy is of prime importance. The number of people that will cry for you. I think I have/will earn a few. They are sufficient". I hope I will have a few countable ones!
For I love myself, and respect myself.
That implies I forgive people and respect them too.
I am enough, really, I am enough.
God is a good Lord!
My God is a good Lord!
And then we had the yummy coconut milk dessert. What a way to unwind.
Had a good long discussion with VS. Following this, I felt motivated enough to work on the proposal until 8PM.
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