Me is a infinite nothing

 From a sapphire plane,
Of tiny feeble hum,
With my fellas
I transit:
To a dark space;
Alone do I swim
Exploring the darkness,
Not a bit of fear.
There's a feeble humdum
Quite distinct from the hum.
I squirm through a rathole:
Intense pain, 
Air pushing through me
Helpless, I look out for my fellas
None to help, oh, none to help.
I acquaint the space around me,
I grow into a familiarity,
They call this life,
They call this world.
There's intense love,
There's intense fun,
Mom, son, daughter,
Plants I see, animals I live with,
There is splendid beauty
Within and Beyond.
Too busy navigating this love and life,
Memories of the sapphire plane, I lose.
There's intense familiarity.
Fear of unknown boggles us.
Until I reach an unknown.
Unknown arrives,
As I transit,
Through a rabbit hole
Into a distinct plane
All too unfamiliar.
Neither dark nor pain,
Yet, I'm scared.
I seek my 'love' of the world,
They're too busy feeling my lack,
Mourning their loss,
Oh, where shall I go, 
whom shall I seek,
My loves of the world traverse familiarity, 
Albeit with a dent.
I'm alone in an unfamiliar plane.
I run helter skelter.
Returning, not a choice,
The familiarity of sight, hear,
Touch, taste all too gone.
I seek and seek,
Until the distinct plane is all too familiar,
There's plomp and splendour!
I'm lost in it, 
Memories of the world, all I lose.
I navigate the new plane:
Wandering and acquainting,
Familiarizing and fantasizing.
Until i slip into my next plane!
The journey shall continue, 
The pieces of universe remains!
Splendid abundance,
Beauty a vanity,
Me is a infinite nothing,
In multiple planes!