Something very peculiar about the past couple of days. We had the big meeting (clinic prior to the grant submission) today. Have been working on this since Oct 2023, so think I have really chased to get all relevant inputs from the collaborator. After the meeting with IE ED on Tuesday, thought we got a lot of feedback. Worked on it diligently - in hardly 2 days, we have really worked hard to get all the required inputs. Was confident yesterday.
But, since wed night, have been off - picking up on the kutty for every simple small thing and he has been crying continuously this week. Yesterday was worse. We played yesterday, but felt that he was being unnecessarily adamant and he might get hurt soon. This morning, very unusually, received a call from school that he is hurt while playing.
Despite all the best efforts, I had a very naggingly crazy feeling that today will not be good. Have felt very quizzy internally. Tried distracting myself, to no avail. Even while singing Sivapuranam, the feeling was very prominent. Despite presenting the case very strongly, we were asked to come back to the clinic again.
Should I be happy or worried about this premonition. I don't know
Recently, this inner voice wins against all logic.
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